no idea on what i'm crapping ... =.=

sometimes i might wonder ... why can't i get what i want all the time ... why can't i get whatever i wish for ... everything that i love .... one example is .. why can't i be with the one that i love ... where else some that i don't love keeps trying to be with me ( i'm not trying to show off here) its always been like that ... those that i don't want will stick around while those that i wish for will never stay .. DAMN IT !!!!!
i guess this is what life all about .. things that easily come will never be appreciate ... so have to work hard for what is desired ... complicating life ... feels tired sometimes .. but what to do .. still got to stand strong and deal with it ... got to smile even in pain ... got to laugh even not in mood ... hahahahaahahahahhahahahahahah ...

ARGHHH !!!! does this consider as wearing mask ??? is this fake ??? maybe ... i'm wearing a mask all the time ... to hide my .... haiz ... no point saying it out ... as no one understand ... all i can do is to write it out .. thank you blog ... thank you for listening to me all the time ... thank you for being with me whenever i need you ... BLOG I LOVE YOU !!!! obviously i'm crazy and out of my mind


sometimes really doesn't know how to deal with mood swing ... doesn't know how to control temper ... doesn't know how to dry up my tears ... DO YOU REALLY AFFECT  MY MOOD THAT MUCH ???!!!! never thought of that ... shall take note ... as to whether .. what affect my mood the most ... i'm currently facing high level of stress .. another 2 weeks to exam ... i know 0% of law , tax and fa ... good job lorna , for not paying attention in class ... i shall see how i suffer this semester ... and still not have any mood in studying ... haha ... i think i should be studying rather than crapping here .. but no choice .. i need place to let my anger and worries out ... how am i suppose to study for 3 subject in 3 weeks ???!!!!!
=.= haiz ... headache ...
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