A beautiful sunset

life maybe hectic ..

but sumtimes try to stop ur bz life ...

n ..

spend a few seconds to see everythg around u ..

 u might see ..

smthg beautiful ..

n..

it might worth a smile from u ...

love lolo

Sweet dream

awwww ... so sweet ...........

( i shudnt have walked away, i would've stayed if u say, we could've made, everything ok, but we just ....)

wondering wat sound is dat ???

arghhh !!!!!!!! awaken by my alarm .... ( song : angels cry by mariah carey)

oh no .. thr goes my sweet dream ....

haiz ... its been awhile since the previous dream of u ..

i guess i think too much of u till dream of u ...

i seriously miss u ... but do u ??

hmm ... i've been keeping myself bz to avoid free time ... so that i wont be thinking of u dat much ....

but i do end up spending my time missing n thinking of u ...

sumtimes i pick up my hp .. texting msg but end up saving it as draft ....

y not sending it out u might ask ... i'm oni afraid ... dat i distrub him ...

seeing him on9 .. in fb n msn .. i hav the urge to talk to him but smthg pull me back ...

smthg said no ...

i do miss talking to him ...

seeing him dat day makes me feel more empty ...

it seems like my wound is not healed yet ...
still painful....

n yet still visible ...

wat can i do ???

hmmm ....

if i could restart smthg or perhaps to be granted a wish ... it would be restarting everythg between us ....

will thr be a day whr u will be back by myside n filling my empty heart again???

i'm trying to recall my dream .. all i remember i smthg sweet wit u .. details all cant remember....

Starbucks day .. Movie nite ...

Yesterday go yum cha wit syn , kwek , sy n cy @ Starbucks ...( actually they teman me go collect movie ticket) .... hehe
weeee ....... chocolate cream chip ..... yummy .....
♥♥♥ can feel the love wen drink it ....
n the love continue wen i saw u .. hehe ....
long time din see u le ... miss ya ... ♥

♥

then wen to class ...
after class rush home then go watch Harry Potter wit family ...
haha ... nice movie .. but hate it coz need to wait for part 2 !!!!
arghh .. dowan to wait .....

hehe ....  go The Curve twice a day .. crazy ...
haha .. but ...
its a wonderful day .... ♥

Listen to the rhythm of the pouring rain .....

had been raining for few nites ... good .... then can sleep better .. but hate it wen it coz traffic jam ...
while we were going out for dinner last nite ....
as usual lo ..
rain ... then stuck in jam ....
haha .. i got nth to do n i took a picture of rain ....

its so quite in the car n u can actually listen to the rhythm of the rain ...
i closed my eyes ...... n it actually drift me away from prob dat i'm facing ...
haha ... i feel like getting out from the car n play under the rain ...
nvr try b4 ... haha ...

Loving you ....

I wish i could tell u dat ....

Do you ???

Crysella angels ♥

haha .. 2day got nth to do ... search thru my pendrive ...
found pictures of flowers dat i made for drama presentation ( during foundation sem3) and also pictures of us ... crysella angels ... haha ...
miss the time wen we practice together and dance together ....
although we had gone thru lot hard time ...
but it will be a good memory between us ...

miss u all ...
♥

My broken heart ....

oh no ....

my handphone string fall off again ...

arghh .. ad fixed it a few times .......

dis time smthg pops into my mind .....

thg dat had break can be fixed n can be fixed in numeruos time ...

but broken heart cant be fixed nor heal ... it might heal but not an easy process....

not a simple 1 neither .... 

hmm ... but i do realise when thr is pain ... thr is love too ...

coz wen u go thru pain u will learn to appreciate it ..............

haha ... i've been keeping myself away from pain n sadness for some time .... 

all i did was to think of sweet sweet sweet memories ...

haha ..

at least it brings me happiness ....

smile n be happy ..

coz happiness is waiting for u ...

Love lolo♥

My Bday ...♥

141110♥
Thank you Mummy , Brit , Kenix and Nixen ... tq so so much ..
tq for giving me a simple yet meaningful day ...
tq for a lovely bday celebration..
tq for being with me on my special day ..
tq mummy for bringing me to the world 20 years ago ...
hehe ....

finally turn 20 .. haha .. officially 20 years old ( carlyn will be laughing when she read this .. yes lyn finally i  join the group.. )
nothing much different .. still same old me ... still as lolo as i am ... haha ....
when the clock strike 12 am sharp ... something fills my mind ... what have i accomplish in 20 years time ....
i wonder .. haha ....

so what have i done on my day ...
went karaoke again ..
haha .. but this time with my family ....
actually my voice is not fully recover yet .. but who cares ...
what is important is to have fun with my family ..

breakfast @ Nyonya Colors

Karaoke moment ... @ Redbox



present from Brit & Kenix ...

haha .. body shop .... smthg dat i wanted to buy few months ago .. and now my sis bought it for me as present .. love u all ...

this is from Nixen ...

he is afraid that his sister me is not fat enough so bought me chips to make me fat .. hahaha .....

hehe .. mummy gav me angpou ... hehehe .... love love love ...... angpou is the best present to receive ... XD

something from me to me ....

haha .. high heels .. my love ... smthg that i bought for myself ... i also bought 2 t-shirt .. hehe ...
present for myself ... smthg to appreciate myself in being the best ... hehe .. tq lorna...

btw ... tq ... tq for the lovely n meaningful wishes that i receive on my bday from every1 around me .... ( receive more than 80 wishes in fb.. it might be a small amount to others but for me is more than enough coz all 80++ comment is from people that i call frens... n also not forgetting sms dat i receive .. tq)
tq my dear frens ... ur wishes brighten up my day more .... really appreciate every wishes that i receive and i will always treasure it up . love u all ... muahx ...

haha ... 141110 ... a day to remember ... n i had a great day ... tq ....
love lolo ... muahx...
♥

Early Bday Celebration ♥

finally i got the time to sit in front of my laptop ....
select pictures to post in fb .... and choose pic to edit .... and combine them together ....
my ji mui celebrated my bday with me yesterday (11/11/2010) ...
a kindda early celebration ... coz everyone is busy on weekends .....
haha ...

11/11/2010
early in the morning .. attend class lo .. leadership class ... and AIS ....
my ji mui surprise me with a miniature DKNY... Be Delicious .. perfume .... OMG ... so damn cute ...
the excitement continues when ....
the other surprice come ... DKNY ... Be Delicious .... fresh blossom ....
never thought of receiving this from my ji mui coz its too expensive ... also not forgetting ... ah ye also ...
tq ji mui and ah ye ... happy me ...

then after class ...
Syn , Soo yee , kwek and me went karaoke @ Neway ....
we sang almost 5 hours plus with taking pic time ( 1.30pm - 6.30pm)  ... haha .. we are crazy
sing sing sing .... high high high ... till all stand on the sofa .....
sing sing sing ....till no voice ..... especially me ....

Hui Wen , Chau Yea & Mr. T (<-- he dont let me put name) join us at 7pm ...
we went dinner @ Paddington Pancake House ( if i'm not mistaken this is the name)
the food there kindda nice .....
hehe ....
eat eat .. talk talk .... take pic ....
eat till 8 smthg .....
our lovely dinner was paid by Mr.T ... omg .. so pai seh .... he paid everything ...
tq tq ....

haha ... went home at 9pm ... 1st time went out with friends till night ...
most of us .. is so so so tired ...
i could barely move when i reach home ....

n .. taa daa ..... 2day wake up no voice ....
argghhhh ...
however i had a wonderful day with them ...
tq so so much for everything ...
love u all .... muahx♥

Blur me ....

arghhhhh ....
its been a few bad days for me ....
i fall sick in a sudden .. without any warning ... not even a lil sign ...
I've been blur for a few days .... sleep... wake up ... sleep .... wake up n eat ...
luckily i got no class for 5 days till wed ....
if not i wonder how to survive in class .... with a blank mind ....

finally the drama that i used to watch comes to a finale ....
awww ..... sweet ending ... though this type of ending consider lame for the others but i do still like happily ever after ...

after finishing the last episode of this drama ...
it makes me think of you again ...
few days ago ... i thought of letting go .... or not to let go ....
i once again struggle with decision ....
friends keep on telling me to let go ... not worth it .... n bla bla bla ....
but who does really understand how i feel and what i want ....

now ... to let go or not to let go  .... is no longer a decision to be made .....
because i know no matter what i decide .... it will never turn everything back to the way i want it to be ....
i know i should not look back but to look forward ...
what had past had past .....
however .. it is impossible for me to forget .. everything between us .....

when i was struggling with fever .. sore throat .... n pain .....
i wish you were here for me ...
a warm gentle hug might reduce my pain ....
hoping for your smile .... telling me its ok ... i will be fine after a few days ...
i end up crying myself to sleep ....
i wish i could tell u how much i miss you ....
how much i need you ....
but i know i will never have a chance to tell you anymore......

the only way to keep myself alive is to treasure up all our sweet memories .....
the only way to smile is to know that you are happy with your life ....

i do still have a lil wish ... which is to celebrate my 20th b'day with you ....
n I'm still hoping it to happen ....
XOXO

A wonderful day with my family ♥

Happy Deepavali !!!!
haha ...
me n my family wen out go makan makan ...
so fun ....
Went to Mont Kiara .... Kenix's frenz b'day ....
after dropping her at her frenz's place then we head to vegetarian restaurant ....
the food thr is super yummy ......
hehehe ....
eat till full full ...

poor Kenix miss the fun eating ... but i guess she had fun at her frenz house ...

after eating still early ... went to Bangsar Village ...

my very cool de sis n bro ... ^^

after picking her up @ 2pm ...

we went to Tropicana City ...

we got nothing to do ... n we went eating again ... hahahaha

eat @ Vivo ...



yummy food ^^



Drinks ^^

a fun day that fills up with delicious food ....
yummy ^^ ..
eat eat eat = fat fat fat
happy ♥

Complete .....

Finally ..... my leadership assignment is complete .... after 2 weeks of hard work....
my assignment = my baby .....
hehehehehe ...
so before we pass it up .....
we go to rank our own assignment .....
so i had rank it .... 75 .....
feel so satisfied now ....
n hopefully ... em not hope .... it will be a good piece of work ....
which gives me an A ... hehehe

Home made pizza ♥

Home made pizza ..... my last nite dinner ....
made from ....
pita bread .....
thousand island ....
toppings .. include ..... onion... button mushroom ... tomato ... carrot .....
n most important ..... CHEESE

its as easy as 123 ...

put any toppings that u prefer ..... top wit cheese .....

put into the oven ....

and serve ....

yummy ....