Limits ? Excessive ?

Limited ..
a word that has changed my life so much ..
a word that breaks my heart ..
a word that I spend so many years to understand ..
a word that I'll remember for the rest of my life ..
a word that reminds me of the past and you ..

yup a word that hurts but its also a word that motivates me to be better ...
now life has no limits .. love with no limits .. NO LIMITS

but when limited is no longer a limits in my life ..
it became an excessive and this excess scares people away from my life ..
so what's life all about ??
a balance between limited and excessive ??
how ??? what's the word to learn now ??

I hope you can see the changes but no matter how I change I'm still limited in your eyes ..
I'll never be the someone you need in life ..

life now are pretty empty ..
I have nothing much in life except study, family and friends ..
and this... in your eyes are limited ..
so yeah .. sometimes I feel extremely tired of waiting .. but sometimes I don't feel the same ..
I'm not complaining because this is my choice .. awaits for return is the road that I pick three years ago .. and I'll carry on no matter how difficult it will be ..
maybe you have moved on and miles away from me ... but I'll still try my best to catch up to your steps..

Songs

Dear blog, 

Last Saturday ... 

Went to my little cousin's mini concerts ... some musical concerts with kids performing instrumental songs and some unknown artists singing ... 

was kinda bored ... the reason of attending the musical is to see my cousin perform .. 

I'm so proud of my little cousin .. violin .. feel so proud to see her growing up to such beautiful girl ... <3 

all the performance was kinda like one man show ... a few unknown artists take most of the stage like their show not kids musical show .. but one performance by a guy (can't remember his name) touches my heart .. maybe is the song (想你的夜) i guess .. make me teared a little .. because the song remind me of someone ...