A lil nervous

hmmm ..... i'm a lil nervous now ... i'm going for a minor eye surgery tomorrow ... minor ... sounded not so serious right ?? but when u know bout the process of doing it ... u will definitely feel afraid of it ... Syn n Soso feel like fainting when they heard about it ... so basically what they will do in that surgery is .... they will actually use needle ( hahahaha ..... needle ??? the 1 that we use for sewing u might think ... this is my first thoughts too... so i dont know what kind of needle .. will know it tomorrow .... )  to create scar on my cornea and hopefully they like stick to each other and will not fall of again ..... Scary huh ??

hmm ... minor surgery ... sounded simple .. but its my eye ... i'm full of thoughts now .... but all i think off is something that u had said before ... ( i dont need to worry about my eye because you will worry bout it for me but where are you now? ) i miss you ... i was hoping to see you before my surgery .... at least if anything goes wrong ... i'll still have memories of you ..... and i wont forget how you will look like ....

lol ... should think positive right .. anyway .. i'll be ok ... and I'll recovery 100% after this surgery .. AND I WILL ... NO MORE EYES PAIN AFTER THIS SURGERY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND I'LL BE ABLE TO DO ANYTHING THAT I WANT ..... =D

I feel grateful too .... i have friends that support me ... especially family ..... my ji mui Syn and Soso .... ( Tq for going sing k with me today) SGM friends that chant for me .... Thank you all .... so so much .... I'll recovery fast ..

Love you all ...
Lorna lolo

It's HOLIDAY !!!!!!!!

I had finish all my exams ... and AMP exam is not as difficult as i think .. hehe ... 

phewww ...... finally free from stress .... and i can spend my time watching drama ( The Gifts) by my prince , Nicholas Teo ... wahahahaha .. ( dreaming that time is my prince) ... lol...

i guess i'm more crazy than before ... but well its a good thing right ??? at least i laugh and make myself happy .... 

so what should i do during my holidays ??? its going to be a boring 1 ... more time means think of him more ... the more i think means the more i'll hurt myself ... hmmmm .... MUST FIND SOMETHING TO DO !!!!!!!

Lol ... oh yah ... i found something to do which is to write my everyday's feeling into the small little book ( a present from my sis .. Christmas present i think ) hehe .. its also a place where i can write down things that i wish to tell him... =)

Exam !!

lol ... exam .... just finish my first paper ...  AIS ... the toughest paper ... 100% theory ..... means got to memorize and memorize ... but i did it ... i memorize almost everything that i need ... and luckily its enough for the exam ... i'm satisfied with what i did today ... at least i smiled when i read the exam question ... not a bad thing .. haha ...

hmmm ... another paper on thursday ... but not in mood now ... my mood swing getting more and more serious i guess ... i wish you were here for me ... at least someone to cheer me up ...
argghhh .. i think my draft box in my hp will burst soon ... too many unsent message .... dare not to send out ... but i wish you will know ...

STAY FOCUS !!!

exam is coming .... and i got lot more to study ..
AIS is sickening .. @@ 1 whole thick book .... got to read hundreds of pages ...
and yet i cant loss control of my mind ... stay focus please ...

it important to study well and to get good results...

i'm super stress now ... maybe is because mummy n uncle Kevin keep mentioning that they are proud of me .... proud of being a independent child .... achieving good results .... but all this increases my stress level ... all i want is not to let them down ... arghhh .... i cant breathe ....

my messy table when i'm studying ...

i'm giving all my best ... no matter what i'll do it ...