its already been a year ???
a year seems so short but yet so many things had happen within a year ..
it had been a tough year for me .. however it is interesting and challenging too ...
wow 0.o before i was actually writing this post ... i was thinking about what to write .. seems like there are lot of things that i actually wanted to write .. but now i'm kinda lost dunno what to write ... haha ...
what had happen throughout the year ?? plenty .... family ... study .. love ... health .... relationship ... arghhh ... too much to name it ...
the beginning of the year 2010 .. family problem ... due to some reason .. mummy get angry of us and doesnt want to take care of us anymore .. does that mean we are going back to our father ... cried for few days ... dont know what to do ...
it had been solved and now we stand strongly as a family ... hehe ...
then health problem ... my eyes ... how come the problem keep on coming back ??? this question keep bothering me throughout the year ( starting from May i guess) ...
and this time is the serious one cause it doesnt heal up well
and .. ya ... new year eve ... the problem is back .... now i'm having a red and little swollen left eye .. writing my blog ... hahaha .... so what ... its not going to bother me anymore ... i'm still going to celebrate the last day of the year happily .. i'll smile and say bye bye to 2010 and hello to 2011 ... a great year .... and it will be ...
today when i wake up same problem appear again lo .. eye pain .. haiz ...
luckily the eye clinic is open ... if not ... you wont want to know what .. haha ...
today doctor suggested that ...i should go for a minor surgery ... em em em .. cant remember the name ...
but sound kinda scary ... should i go for it ...
lolx ... no matter i'm sure my eyes will heal up ...
love problem .. haiz .. headache part .. till now still headache .. dont know what to do ... the only thing i can say is .... appreciate what you have and never regret when you loss it because of yourself not appreciating it ...
haha ,,. forget the problem part ... what else happen this year .......................................................................
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..... ( shhhhh .... i'm thinking .... trying to remember what i did for the whole year ) ........................................
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oh ya ... now i remember .. i had change my hairstyle ..... 3 to 4 times ... hahahaha ... and now ... my friends says i look like mushroom @@ hahaha ... got to try a lot hairstyles .. still young ma .. can try ....
so ... from long light brown hairstyle ... to short bob reddish dark brown hairstyle ... then black again ... n now mushroom ... left short ... right long hairstyle ... so what's next in 2011 ??? boycut ??? no way ....
of course .. importantly ... my success report ...
throughout the year .... what do i learn .. what do i accomplish ...
i'm grateful to have a family that support me .. some where that i can turn to when i'm lost ...
to have a lovely family
some friends ask me ... how do i stand with a mom who control my freedom ,...
cant go out at night .. cant go out all the time ... and also to tell her where i go all the time ....
this problem had also appear in my love life ...
how do i stand ...
??? ( some people often questioned me )
all i can say .. is .. this is how we stand strongly as a family ...
other people may not understand ..
but i seen how much my mom struggle throughout this 7 years ...
if u were me .... u would rather stay at home taking care of my siblings because this is all i can help my mom .
and this is me .... and i hope you would understand ...
next ...
my academic results is as i expected ... ( one of my biggest success)
and i will continue to achieve better ( CGPA 4)!!!!!
i have ji mui that i love ...
that always around me to help me and be crazy with me ....
to love and appreciate everything in life because as Terence (owner) always say ... when love is around and you didnt appreciate it .... its your loss and it will never come back ...
so everyone who is reading this post .. appreciate people who loves you ....
show them what they meant to u ....
Had found a suitable eye doctor which is able to help in my eye problem ...
i'm sure this doctor will help me ...
however, there some wishes that had not been granted ... hahahaa ....
n yet some were not accomplish yet ...
and i'll try my best i completing it in 2011
new year means new resolution ....
hahahah .....
got to write it down later after 12 am ...
HAPPY NEW YEAR !!!!! TO ALL MY FAMILY, FRIENDS, LOVE ONES AND EVERYONE...
WISHING YOU A GREAT NEW YEAR
A GREAT YEAR AHEAD ....
its time to look forward but not the past ... ♥
Love ,
Lorna lolo
