New Semester New Life

New semester is now more challenging ... company law .... taxation ...  @@ headache
not sure about financial accounting ... but both law and tax could bring me to hell ...
i need books ... !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and library got no books ... cacat ...
need to relax now ... soon got to do assignment ... so enjoy now suffer later ... haha

My nerdy look .... haha

Happy Single Day !!!!!!

LOLZ .. its Valentine's Day !!!!
its still the same .. never get to celebrate my valentine with some one who i love ... and this happen every time ..
i guess valentine is not meant for me to celebrate ...i'm used to being alone on valentine .. haha ...
there's a twist this year .. i celebrated it with my ji muis ... haha ..
at my house ... we stayed up till around 3 am i think ...
funny ...
fun to buy groceries with syn
its fun to cook with kwek ...
funny to look at Terence being red ...
pity soo yee who cant even walk in straight line at the end of the night ....
poor hui wen having sin chan eye brow ...
haha ... its a fun night to laugh and have fun ...
it will be the moment i treasure the most with my ji mui  ..
its been awhile not having such funs ...
however .. i'm not that lucky throughout the night ...
the first dare for me was to do pole dancing ... i almost laugh my lung out ...
haha ...  we took pictures but too bad i cant share it out cause had promise them not to do so ....
haha ...

What Happened ????

its been a long time since the last i talked to you ...

all this while .. i thought i'm the only one who realized you changed .. 

all i thought was i think too much ... 

now i found out .. i'm not only the one who felt so .. but there are more people that feel the same as me ...

you changed ... but why ?? 

does the surrounding cause you to changed ... something happened that affect your life ??

what was it ?? if it is something that happened that changed your life .. why didn't you tell me ???

this bothers me a lot ... hope could really talk to you but how should i start it ...

All I Wish is Another Day With You ...

Had been 151 days after receiving your last email ...  a last email which hurts the most ... 

151 days without you ...
and ..

i'm completely being isolated from your life ... being ignored .. 

i had cry.. had fall .. had been sad ... had been crushed ... had gone through almost everything that hurt my feelings deeply ...
but i realize that you don't care about it anymore ..
or ..
i can say .. 
you don't give a damn anymore ... 
in the beginning ..
i could hardly accept this fact ...
i would hide myself .. keeping myself away from it ..
giving myself a million of reason for what is happening now ...
giving myself a million of hopes ...
but its all a lie ... a lie that keep myself alive ??? or a lie that keeps hurting myself ???
or maybe a lie that push myself further down the hole ...
when will i wake up ???
should i ...
continuous blaming myself ...
continuous crying ...
continuous being in this condition ...
i can feel the numbness .. i feel like a dead person without a single feeling ..
all i can do is to fake a smile and laugh in everyday life ...
 i'm tired ..
wonder where is my happiness ...
its gone since the day you left ...
but till now ..
what else can i do ???
all you say in that email was everything was not enough ... 
i don't even deserve another chance from you ...
you used to say time could show us everything ..
but till now time doesn't show us anything dear !
IT DOESN'T !! .. 
all it does was to cause your love to fade ... and to stop my wound from healing ... but getting deeper and deeper ...
the longer the time ... the more it hurts me ... 
and eventually u will forget me completely ...
some people say i should chase over my happiness but when there isn't a chance ... 
and you had stop me from doing it completely ...
how should i be a part of your life ... 
if the reason why you are hurting me now is because of what i had did in the past ..
isn't it enough already ???
what else do you want me to prove ???
what else do you want me to do ???
what else ??? please tell me ...
i'll leave it all to fate now ..
if fate doesn't allow us to get back together then all i can do is to accept the fact ...
but all i wish now is you could see my life had change ... 
and i wish i could give you everything that i have ...
all i wish for is another day with you ...
will we be able to get back together before valentine's day ??? 
its 4 days from now ... 

Happy Rabbit Year !!!!!

Gong xi fa cai !!!!!
Angpau Angpau !!!!!!
wahahahahahahhaa ...... Hello Rabbit !!!
hehe ...
CNY ... another ordinary celebration .. the differences is new t-shirt , new dress , new skirt , new high heels , new shoe .. and new this and that...

 Reunion Dinner with uncle and family 

 Reunion lunch with family

Deserts after reunion lunch ..
super yummy ... ♥

1st day of CNY

2nd day of CNY @ Seremban

@Seremban

Happy CNY !!!!