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"Hi! How's your class 2day?"
My very 1st question but who knows this question is the starting of our story.
We started to be so in love with each other ... we spend almost all time messaging ... and it will never get bored because you lighten up my life .... we used to chat every night without any exception and we will never run out of topic ...
Then ....
Not for long then we get into a relationship ...
At 1st, there were time that i struggle because I don't think i can fit into your life .... i cant go out with you and we cant even spend time being together... you comfort me that it is okay ..... you don't mind as long as we love each other .....
The 1st time i get angry of you ... you went crazy thinking of ways to make me smile ...
What you did was to kneel down in the car park with a rose on your hand ....
I feel touched by it because you are the only guy who will do something like that for a girl.
You will do everything for me .... sacrifice anything for me .... to give me all your love ....
You are the 1st guy who bought me flowers ... a dozen of roses for my birthday ....
Everything between us was fast and unstoppable ..... Falling in love fast .. being in a relationship fast but we also ended our relationship fast ....
Everything is so perfect until i decide to let go of you because of some reason .. ( you may say that I'm making a stupid decision) ... I give you nothing .... I don't deserve your love ....
Once you asked me .... did i regret making this decision .... to be true ... i do regret ... where else can i find a guy like you ..... i do regret that i didn't appreciate your love to me ....
Losing you once had made me realise that I do love you and made me realise that I should appreciate you
But if i had to keep myself from being regret for my whole life ... why not try to tell you how much i love u now ....
I'm not afraid to tell the world that i love u ....
I know I'm wrong in the past ...that why I always wanted to ask u ....
Will you forgive me ?? for everything that i had done in the past ...
Now I could only wonder to have a chance to ask you so ....
Every moment being with you is the moment I would keep for the rest of my life ... and i will only choose to treasure up the sweet memories with you.....
Now I had try to do everything that I could ...
you can continue ignoring me .... you can keep me aside .. but it will never stop me from loving you ...
I will always keep my love to you in my heart ...
Who knows maybe one day we could continue our journey of life together ....
And ....
To be with you is my greatest happiness ...
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| Roses ♥ |
I Miss You ...
My life is empty without Euder ...
