Limits ? Excessive ?

Limited ..
a word that has changed my life so much ..
a word that breaks my heart ..
a word that I spend so many years to understand ..
a word that I'll remember for the rest of my life ..
a word that reminds me of the past and you ..

yup a word that hurts but its also a word that motivates me to be better ...
now life has no limits .. love with no limits .. NO LIMITS

but when limited is no longer a limits in my life ..
it became an excessive and this excess scares people away from my life ..
so what's life all about ??
a balance between limited and excessive ??
how ??? what's the word to learn now ??

I hope you can see the changes but no matter how I change I'm still limited in your eyes ..
I'll never be the someone you need in life ..

life now are pretty empty ..
I have nothing much in life except study, family and friends ..
and this... in your eyes are limited ..
so yeah .. sometimes I feel extremely tired of waiting .. but sometimes I don't feel the same ..
I'm not complaining because this is my choice .. awaits for return is the road that I pick three years ago .. and I'll carry on no matter how difficult it will be ..
maybe you have moved on and miles away from me ... but I'll still try my best to catch up to your steps..