I don't need sympathy

while I am struggling with emotional ups and downs ..
you asked me to be happy ..
how should I smile when my heart is bleeding once again ..
you save my heart but now you break it again ..
I don't need you to pretend that you care for me .. pretend that you have feelings for me ..
I had enough of sympathy in my life ..
I don't need you to pretend so that you think I could feel better  ...