Reminds me of you

my sis just got her driving license not long ago ...
driving skill still not that good .. still a lil careless but she got to drive to college starting next week ...
so .. today we went to college .. and practice her parking skill ...
lolz .. she made 15 ++ times of parking ....
the last 2 was fine ...
her driving skill remind me of my driving skill last time ... when i just got my license ..
i remembered i was so afraid to drive ...
parking skill sucks to the max ...
but all this remind me the most was you ...
there were once i'm stuck in college parking ... somewhere near MPH ...
i couldn't reverse out neither make a U-turn out from there ...
all i do was to call you for help ...
there were once where i'm stuck in the parking .. couldn't reverse out cause there a car parked behind mine ...
i called you for help too ...
you will always be there to help me ... but where are you now ???

now .. my driving skill boleh tahan di la ... at least i wont get stuck in somewhere and need help ...
i can handle it by myself ...
i guess i couldn't rely on other people that much ..
its always important to learn and accept the fact you are not there for me anymore ...

working life sucks to the max too ..
OT every single working day without any exception ..
i guess this is life .. nothing comes easy ...
got to learn whole bunch of new thing ...
got to communicate with people ...
got to learn that life wasn't that easy when you are working ...
i remembered you told me about it too ...
now i know how does it feel to work ... really work ...
i used to think working life is simple .. its just work and sleep and eat and work again ...
i didn't realize i had forgotten .. stress ... time management ... responsibility ...
once again .. my working life reminds me about you ...

a simply word ... which i used to say ...
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reminds me of you too ... we used to prohibit each other from using this word ...
who ever which used this word will actually cause the other person to earn a chance to use the word ..
haha ... (for you guys that actually read my blog may not understand what i'm trying to say ... but i'm sure if you are the one who is reading you .. you will understand )

maybe this is life ...
whenever you lose something which is important to you ..
you will learn to appreciate ..
you will realize that ... what you used to have .. is the best for you but you will never know till its gone ..
till its not yours ...
i may had used most of my time in working .. but i had never leave you aside .. you are always in my heart no matter what happen ...
i guess if i had never lose you .. i will never realize that you are so important to me ...
never realize that i love you that much ...
never realize i will cry for the same person that much ....