ITS NOT A JOKE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hardly describe my feelings now ...

if u think it is a joke .. then continue with it ... 

i wont blame you ... 

maybe all this while ... you thought my love to you is a joke ... 

is ok ... then make it as a joke .. 

then i'll just keep myself in misery .. my heart bleed every moment of my life from the day you left ..

i miss you every moment ... i will miss you till the moment of my last breath but you will never know ... 

because you will only take it as a joke ... 

i'm fine with it ... 

go on with your life .. treating everything of mine as a joke that make you laugh .. 

or should i think it as a good thing cause i made you laugh ... 

whats the point telling you that i miss you ...

whats the point missing you ...

all i get at the end .. is nothing .... 

maybe next time i'll just keep it inside my heart and never let it out ..

because i feel better keeping it than telling you ..