Lately , I realize my wound have been healing slowly. I've been letting go of past love and begin to fall for love again ... It was amazing how it reminded me, what is love all about again .. Feeling grows everyday and slowly I know he have a place in my heart .. Things came in naturally and wasn't anything that I have felt before in the past ...
You know that you are falling in love when you caught yourselves smiling sillily alone by just thinking of his smile .. His smile means everything to you and that's all you will wish for .. A warm comfort smile =) that cheeky smile that you gave while you are talking . Makes me feel protected ...
Things were so natural ... The moment where we were talking while you were driving and how we naturally turn to look at each other ... That moment was magical .. Somehow it feels like we can feel each other .. Maybe people that read this doesn't get it but I do .. That natural connection ...
The way We tease each other .. Feel so angry sometimes but yet so hilarious and sweet ... I like how teasing you gets your attention ...
Wasn't able to write everything about how I felt about him because it's gonna be too obvious who he is .. He shall remain unknown ..
While the heart beats for love , it is also bleeding because of love .
I know where I stand in your life . Because next to you is not where I belong and I know there isn't a place for me in your heart . It was occupied by someone else , someone that I can never replace .
Hmm .. I think I shall stop writing now because it was too hurtful to continue this ... Anyway I guess I can only treat this as dream , a never dream come true .. =)
Lornalsq
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