'Hi ...
Long time didnt catch up with you .. How are you ??' <--- one message that I type delete and re-type a hundred times ... Don't have the braveness to hit the send button .. If I did , will you reply ??
It's such a surprise to receive your reply on the birthday wishes that I sent to you .. But that's the shortest conversation in my life ... Hope we could talk more ...
Today after class was having lunch with bestie ..
We're talking about past relationship ...
Talking about what happen between us and why everything ended ..
What happen with the relationship after you and why it didnt succeed ... The answer to the failure of previous relationship after you was obvious .. Im not ready to start another new one because feelings for you were still strong ... Today I realize the reason I fall for someone else last year .. its because he resemble you .. He gave me this similar feelings that you gave me .. But somehow I realise it wasn't the same because its not you ...
Anyway it's so difficult to explain everything with words ...
I hope we could talk and be friends again ...
Somehow I wish we weren't broken but just bend ... At least we can learn to love again ..
Lornalsq
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