where is the undo button ???

while i was working few days ago ... 

something pops into my mind ....... 

what else can it be ??? nothing else will fill up my mind except you ...

hmmm .... 

normally when we do our assignment ... or now even when we work ...

we usually use M. Words or Excel and such .... 

whenever you make an mistake on it .. you can always click on the undo button ... to remove whatever which is wrong ... if u had deleted something which it important ... u can always click redo ... easy and simple ... 

but .. why .. when it comes to life ... there isn't any redo or undo button .. 

what had happened will forever be there .. you cant forget it because its part of your life .. part of your memories ... what else can we do besides than accepting the fact that its gone ... 

there isn't a way to undo ... 

i had deleted something which is important in my life ... something which is valuable .. something that i treasure the most ... but ...once its deleted ... it will never come back no matter what ... 

if you say that i had try my best to save everything that i could then you are wrong .. because i did nothing to save it .. i did nothing to make you stay ... i did nothing for you ....

i don't know what else can i do besides turning my feeling to words ... words that fill my blog ... 

i'm completely being isolated from your life ... 

dear .. what else can i do ??? 

if i could find an undo button in life ... 

i would undo everything .. 

lets go back to 15th September 2009 ... where our story begin ... 

Love, 

Lornalsq