i feel nothing at all

sometimes i can't differentiate things which is good or bad ???

i used to cry a lot .. cry easily .. 

but this time ... i don't feel anything ..

only a little on that day .. after that i'm perfectly fine ..

what's going on ??

it doesn't hurt me much or it hurts me till i don't feel anything at all ??? 

i wonder .. 

or .. 

am i that tough in handling it ??

maybe .. 

or ....

i'm actually hiding from the pain ???

don't think so ... 

but its better to let it out than keeping it .. 

will figure it out soon ..