thank you for being a 'good' friend of mine ..

how real are you ????

while you are still wondering why i asked so ... 

continue reading the post ....

imagine you are standing in middle of a cross road .. where there are millions of people crossing the road ... people which you may not be familiar with or people which u may know ... not important .. but can you see who they really are deep inside ...  ???? 

you may face the same person every second ... minutes ... hours ... days .. weeks ... years ... forever and yet you may not know the person ... and you will be afraid of how real they could be when they were with you ..
some people may seems to be extremely sweet , nice , kind , friendly and kind-hearted but once you're not around they transform to an evil devil thats talks bad about you .... or even betray you ...
this not the first time where this problem encounters my life ... its been countless time .. but i do still get sick of it .. and i'm sad about it ..
what did i do wrong till you would talk bad about me and almost everyone know about it ... if you are not satisfied with what i did .. i would appreciate it if you confront me about it .. and i would like to listen to it ...
if you claim that i'm unfriendly then you are wrong .. and you don't know me ! if you said i'm snobbish .. i'm super ordinary and i don't seek attention much in class ...
if you say i'm fierce .. i may agree but its just because i don't smile a lot ...
i had think the whole day but i seriously cant figure out what i did wrong ....
all i know is .. i treat u as my close friend but if you don't appreciate this friendship .. its your problem because i appreciate every friendship of mine ...
if this is what you trying to do to make me fall .. then i'm sorry because you will never succeed ..