Appreciate everything you have ,,,

I remember the last time I fall , I had promised that if I ever fall in love again and able to stand up again .
Then I'll give my every best to the person and to appreciate every moment that I have with him ...

At this moment, I've been appreciating everything that I have so that I don't need to regret anymore .
Life is just too short to regret, to blame, to be angry, to be sad and of course life can be a little bit challenging but I'm sure I'll be able to get through it.
Falling apart once awhile is okay, but I need to get myself together fast because time waits for no one.
I had wasted two years waiting for someone who ignore my existence who forget our promises who does't care.
but I had never regret waiting because of his ignorance I had became stronger and also sees what the world is .
I'm able to look at you and smile now because you has no effect on me . I had move on without you .
Of course , this two years hasn't been good years for me but I fight through it all by myself . I can smile happily looking at it. because I has accomplished a lot through the bad times. this moment I feel grateful that he left because his leaving made me realize that life isn't about staying in the past and hold on just to memories and to hold on to one person who doesn't love me.

more to come in the future so why waste time ? there are people out there who appreciate my existence and love me for who I am . so from now on, I walk out form the past.

the previous post I had feelings were I feel insecure and sad. but I had reassure myself . I won't stay in anyone's shadow anymore and i'll ignore what others say. I know how things works in my life . what matters is how i feel.

I will just enjoy every moment now . breathe and smile like there is not tomorrow. be who I am . be with whoever I wan to be with .. because there isn't any wrong n right in the world . its about how I see it.

I do mind about how people talk about me because they don't understand ...
but is okay ..



Love
Lornalsq