Feels like it's has been ages since the previous post ... I guess .. I oftenly start my post with this line .. Yup .. Cause I rarely post nowadays ... somehow I got nothing to write and feelings were all messed up especially I am in a very stressful condition .. Yes ... Assignment and thesis is killing me at the same time ... Stress level =100% .. Good isn't it ?? Less time to think about other stuff ... Nah .. Doesn't work like that ... I need a person to talk to .. A person who can share my doubts ... Someone who can suggest perhaps guiding me to a better road ... That's why I need you ... To me ... You are someone who has better life experience or I should say better knowledge in handling life ... All I have is knowledge in studying .. But nothing else ... So I need someone who can talk ... So that I don't need to try hard in striking conversation .. I am not a person that like to think of conversation ... Cause I'll get fed up soon ... I prefer people who can talk but not craps .. Something useful ... So that I can feel better .. Maybe u might get me wrongly that I need sweet talks in life ... No ... But which girl doesn't like it .. However .. All I need now is words that is supportive .. At least I can be more energize and get ready to fight again !!! Yeah .. I just need the energy that you used to give me ... With you i don't need to rest neither sleep ... Because you are the source of energy ... But yah .. I know he is not here anymore .. So I need my own source of energy ... To find a better road for myself ... Haha ... This post will be confusing cause I'm sleepy and struggling with my emo-ness cause results will be out soon ... So wish me Luck and I hope the next post will be good news about my results !!!!! Haha ... I should be confident of myself . Lorna , I believe that you can do it and First Class Degree is in your hand !!!!
Love,
Lornalsq
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