I wonder ....

suddenly has the urge to write ..
rarely has this feeling since that day .. you know what so don't ask which day 
caused by environment i guess .. Christmas had just left and New year coming soon ..
always wanted a romantic white Christmas but i'm pretty sure will never happen for this year .. who knows .. maybe next year .. i can be with someone who i love and enjoy Christmas where we both love .. white Christmas .. my next year resolutions .. haha ..
talk about resolutions .. i had just finish reading my this year resolutions ...
part of it had came true .. part of it had been done .. had succeed .. healthy eyes .. suitable doctor that able to heal my eyes problem .. wisdom to study .. GPA4.0 .. Iphone 4 .. smooth year .. everyone's happiness .. however only one did not came true .. and it will never be .. even though i'm pretty sure it will not happen again .. it is still on the list .. still on the wishing list .. still on my new year resolutions .. still on my birthday wishes .. still everything i wish for .. will never remove it .. it is as important as everything i mention in my resolutions ..
=)
am i that stupid to wish for something that will not happen ??
me myself don't understand why .. so don't ask me why ..
while i am writing .. i wonder ... how are you ???
i wonder .. what will everything be if you were still here ...
i wonder .. how would Christmas be with you by my side ..
i wonder .. how will we celebrate new year together ..
i wonder .. why still wonder ???!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
distracted by memories again ..
no matter what .. changes will be made on 2012 ...
lolo will transform to someone better .. someone that truly smile ..
so next thing to do is new year resolutions ..

Love,
Lornalsq