pain

when class starts .. i wonder a few things ...

what happen if i see you .. what happen if i bump into you ... 

what i.m afraid the most had happen .. today .. not a good day ..

i can hardly describe my feelings now ... 

i feel like crying again ... because its painful .... 

it feels like my wound that had just heal a lil had started to bleed again ... 

and it bleeds more ........... the pain is unbearable ....

i didn't know what to do ... 

i was talking to my friend when i saw you ..  after seeing you .. 

i cant hardly continue talking to my friends .. but i have too ... 

so i did continue talking but words start to jumble up ... 

i'm fill with emotions ... again ... 

reminds me the moment you walk away from my life in silence .. 

reminds me how i struggle my life through without you ..

reminds me the moment i saw you with her .. 

reminds me why am i still posting about you now ... 

reminds me that you still affect me .. 

got no mood to write anymore ...